Saturday, August 30, 2008

Imprisoned


I hate changes...I always have...whether they be for good or bad...I can't handle sudden transitions...And off course, since I don't cry with loved ones, it results in solitary tears streaming down the face while looking out from the window of a moving bus...

I so wish I had cried, cried in their arms, showed them how weak I am and how miserable I felt to leave everything behind on an unknown quest of materialism.I wish I hadn't acted strong and broken into such small pieces that nobody could ever pick.

I wish I had been 'me'...

Monday, August 4, 2008

There...


I sometimes wait for people to remember me...

And the hours turn to days...

While I constantly think of them.