Saturday, August 30, 2008

Imprisoned


I hate changes...I always have...whether they be for good or bad...I can't handle sudden transitions...And off course, since I don't cry with loved ones, it results in solitary tears streaming down the face while looking out from the window of a moving bus...

I so wish I had cried, cried in their arms, showed them how weak I am and how miserable I felt to leave everything behind on an unknown quest of materialism.I wish I hadn't acted strong and broken into such small pieces that nobody could ever pick.

I wish I had been 'me'...
Posted by P at 12:49 PM

15 comments:

  1. hey cheerp up yaar...you seem so so soo blue, i dunno what to say.. i think you should just go up to your loved ones and cry if you dont want to cry to yourself, after all they are'loved ones'
    so again, cheer up, happy blogging
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  2. Priya,
    It is possible to remain as "you" even if the world around you is changing in to ice age...Slowness is the key..Freeze your mind while attending a noisy party or dancing wildly..You will start feeling like being in the centre of a cyclone..look up you will just see the calmness of an undisturbed sky..
    it is possible.
    smile
    me and Baby B do it for hours without getting bored
    wishes..
    MIP
    even if the post wasn't reflective..the comments stands
    "broken into such small pieces that nobody could ever pick."
    just loved those lines..
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  3. I wish I had been 'me'...

    You are "you" Priya,here or there,alone or not, your inner world is always there with you.
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  4. imprisoned in the water hole of ur own tears...nthng can be more scary than this...when u see ur reflection and u see someone else...crying at u...

    u'll be urself soon...tk cr
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  5. it takes time, but little things cheer up if you are open to feeling good.. like this blog, the memories u have penned down here, the people who drop by and share their thoughts... there's so much! Life will be good tomorrow... :)
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  6. Oopsie what happnd priya?

    Thsi was the last kinds post i expected from me esp ard this time..when not science but lve, sex and music shud be at their peak ;);)

    Hugzzzzzzz c'mon now gimme a smile right away! mIssin home?
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  7. What's In A Name ?Sep 2, 2008 03:03 AM
    And I can understand what you mean.

    Cheer up!
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  8. Hoping that you wake up one day, look at the mirror and exclaim with contentment " hey that was me all the way.." . Good luck !!
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  9. My sweet little darling...
    its so touching....all your words makes the tears look so beautiful.

    You know when i first came to Europe ..people kept asking me how much i missed India...and i would ask that question to myself..and from inside, a voice would say' India is in you'

    i would miss the smell, and perfume of spices, and the dust rising fromm the first monsoon rains...i would miss the my adolescent memories of the glissening moonlight on palm leaves.
    i would miss the temples bells tolling in the early morning hours when prayers and silence stood still.
    i would miss the faces of men and women with jasmines in their hair rushing out from the village to the cities. and children in school uniforms hurrying to school....i would miss the smell of hot tea and masala dosas.

    i would miss the voices of my friends and cousins.

    i m happy to come back to India, to walk in the shadows of its arts and ancient soul. but i'm glad to leave it and come back where i'm right now..because it is here i really belong.
    where i stand in my two feet is really where i belong..be it hell or be it heaven. Inside me is the freedom of all that i am.
    how many of us can be at home physically and want to be elsewhere...because elsewhere is calling you.
    Who can take away whats inside you.
    so stay lovingly with it!!
    After a while you'll see....Home ain't so far...because you are carrying it within each and every part of you!

    ooof! such a long comment!! much ,much longer than your post!
    ;-)
    keep good cheers.

    or else my next lecture will put you to sleep!
    j
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  10. The whole article portrays what I feel sometimes..I liked it..I felt it..keep on writing for lifetime..!!
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  11. they say, everything happens for good!!! :)

    so yes, God is there, looking at all of us, and this is going to pay soon!!! :)

    u r feelin like this, coz u feel lonely... but look arnd, we all r there with u... when u need us!!! :)

    u just need to call us once... :)

    *hugzzzz*

    Ankur
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  12. well..remember this next time..
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  13. Hmmm i get wht u saying..though u forgetting one thing..Tht quest you undertook was also YOU!!! and thts the conundrum we face don't we..Two sides of the same Coin..

    Cheers and happy blogging
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  14. hi its imagine thoughts......
    outstanding..
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